Mistakes.. I’ve made a few

Haven’t we all..

I feel like I’ve made more lately than I have in previous years. The reason? I think it’s a combination of many things going on. The world being in utter chaos, my body betraying me, my mind telling me to close it all down and just shut out the world.

I won’t though, I’m not a quitter. I’ll swallow my pride, apologize when necessary and hope that I’m forgiven. I take my transgressions seriously, but I will not allow myself to wallow in them.

One thing that I have done recently, in fact a dear friend mentioned it to me, was miss out on following through with my own meme. (Yes, you can shake your head at me all you like.) I have no idea what was going on in that time frame to make me withdraw and miss out on such heartfelt and well written pieces. I have gone back and read them, commented, and hope that I am forgiven for this error.

I’m sharing this to hold myself accountable. This is my scolding of “pull yourself together Jae”. I am so passionate about music and I love my meme, so I refuse to just let it fall by the wayside.

This is my promise to do a better job at follow through. I have the important things in my personal life sorted and I am starting to feel like my old self once again. Things are looking up once more, I just hope you all stick with me to see the good that is to come.


3 thoughts on “Mistakes.. I’ve made a few

  1. You will do, better, Love. You always do, and there is no time limit on self-care and improvement. You mean so much to so many people, and not one of them would even have to think about forgiving you for mistakes, many of them most us don’t even notice.

    From where I’m standing I see a powerful, brave, commanding woman who will do what she needs to do, how she needs to do it, and she has skillfully surrounded herself with people who aren’t ever giving up on her either.

    We *LOVE* you!

  2. Life has a habit of kicking us occasionally and understandably, your priorities have been elsewhere. Try not to be unkind to yourself over this, I am sure none of us will be! (OK, I can only speak for myself, but I’m sure I’m not alone in my sentiments) I’m looking forward to reading your new project, and hope to join in more with musically ranting. It’s such a fabulous idea! N x

  3. Life happens, Jae, and the first that should be gentle with you, is you. I will definitely stick with you, and wait patiently until you are ready to be back here again. You are important, not blogging or your meme. First take care of you, and the rest will follow.
    ~ Marie xox

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