Haven’t we all..
I feel like I’ve made more lately than I have in previous years. The reason? I think it’s a combination of many things going on. The world being in utter chaos, my body betraying me, my mind telling me to close it all down and just shut out the world.
I won’t though, I’m not a quitter. I’ll swallow my pride, apologize when necessary and hope that I’m forgiven. I take my transgressions seriously, but I will not allow myself to wallow in them.
One thing that I have done recently, in fact a dear friend mentioned it to me, was miss out on following through with my own meme. (Yes, you can shake your head at me all you like.) I have no idea what was going on in that time frame to make me withdraw and miss out on such heartfelt and well written pieces. I have gone back and read them, commented, and hope that I am forgiven for this error.
I’m sharing this to hold myself accountable. This is my scolding of “pull yourself together Jae”. I am so passionate about music and I love my meme, so I refuse to just let it fall by the wayside.
This is my promise to do a better job at follow through. I have the important things in my personal life sorted and I am starting to feel like my old self once again. Things are looking up once more, I just hope you all stick with me to see the good that is to come.