I miss writing the most. I still have the intention and all the swirling thoughts, I just struggle to get them down on “paper”. I have many things I want to share including the last visit with pet, I just don’t have the energy to get them flushed out.
I feel so wishy-washy with all of my commitments and it has really reflected here. I used to be that person everyone could count on. I met deadlines, I completed projects in plenty of time and I still had something left to give.
I don’t have that right now. I’m weary and so tired. I miss the old me. I want her to come back. I want to feel the excitement sharing what silly little thing pet did. I want to feel like myself once again.
Today was the first of several appointments. A new medication and a scraping of skin cells was done. Now I wait. We all know how patient I am.. ha! It’s one step closer to bringing the old me back. One day at a time.