I think I’ve finally gotten to a point in my relationship with pet that I have stopped apologizing for the past. We are happy now and we just want to keep moving forward. That doesn’t mean that things won’t trigger past feelings and how hard it was to get through. One way that we both deal with those feelings is through music.
Pet and I are music fiends. Our taste in music drastically differs but we still share those songs that touch us in someway. I’m sure if we ever created a soundtrack of our relationship it would drive people bonkers!
I was listening to this song while I was reading through emails this morning and came across Mx Nillin’s post about their triad ending. It was heart-wrenching and yet they were still positive through it all. The song seemed to fit with their situation as well.
I’m waitin’ up, savin’ all my precious time
Losin’ light, I’m missin’ my same old us
Before we learned our truth too late
Resigned to fate, fadin’ away
So tell me, can you turn around?
I need someone to tear me down
Oh, tell me, can you turn around?
But either way
Hold me while you wait
I wish that I was good enough (hold me while you wait)
If only I could wake you up (hold me while you wait)
My love, my love, my love, my love
Won’t you stay a while? (Hold me while you wait)
I’m still fighting back the tears of emotion that this song and their post brings me. I’m not saying this for anyone to feel sorry for me, I’m saying this because it hurts and we are allowed- no we need to acknowledge our feelings.