Diary of an Insatiable Slut- 7/30/2020

Diary of an Insatiable Slut- 7/30/2020

There is something about watching a man masturbate that just drives me wild. I used to think I was more of an exhibitionist and maybe 15 years ago I truly was, but as times change so do our tastes and what turns us on. Don’t get me wrong I like attention just as much as the next slut, but there is a distinct difference between attention and exhibitionism. I have asked pet to send me pics, videos and even watched him as he edged himself for me. He knows how much pleasure this gives me so he happily obliges with whatever crazy task I give. It doesn’t happen often, but when I’m getting really worked up and hot I will let him have an orgasm once I’m satisfied.

I have told pet, as well as my play partners, about my fantasy of watching pet get pegged, plugged and completely debased by another man. The fantasy is always another man and it’s a bonus if he is into me too, because well..you know.. slut here! I have thought about involving another woman, but when it comes to pet I am very territorial. Pet also loves this fantasy of mine as he gets “the best of both worlds”.

To add to my wild dreams, there is another fantasy involving me and my two play partners. Okay, there are many versions rolling around in my head but one in particular stands out. The three of us all love to watch a good in-person show, so I doubt there will be any lack of voyeurism. (I say fantasies for now, but we are all hoping that in the near future some of them will come to fruition.) My favorite is watching her receive pleasure from him, her eyes locked onto mine as he takes his time lavishing her delicate bits with his tongue and mouth. What makes this voyeuristic is the lattice panel I’m standing behind, serving as a partition between rooms. He knows I’m there watching her, my hand slipping into my soaked panties and teasing myself as his mouth works magic on her.

It’s the fantasies with my partners that work for me. Porn is nice and amateur is even better, but I have no connection to any of the actors and they are doing just that.. acting. I need the connection to get turned on by watching. Honestly, I’m so desensitized to porn that I could have it on in the background as I worked or read a book as it does nothing for me. Just as all of my kinks and fetishes go, it might not work this way for my partners, but this is how voyeurism works for me.

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