So here it is 11:44pm, my mind is calculating the -if I go to sleep now- game. This sucks. I was having a good day, actually pretty great. I got to watch my kiddo take off on his mini dirt bike and ride on the pavement for the first time. I was so proud of … Continue reading Mind fuck
So in leui of my post earlier today, I found a lovely blog and her weekly #boobday meme. In honor of my friend with newly diagnosed breast cancer.. here's my contribution. Please, please if you feel like something is off, different, or the girls just don't feel like their perky selves, get screened! Early detection … Continue reading Let’s hear it for the girls
Trigger warning!! This post is about cancer and the mental viewpoint of a new diagnosis. It's 2002, I was 20 yrs old. I had received a call from my gynecologist that I needed to come back into the office. The next afternoon I'm sitting in the hardest, most uncomfortable chair as my doctor is telling … Continue reading Umm.. excuse me.. what did you just say?
'It's 8am, this hell I'm in / Seems I've crossed a line again / For being nothing more than who I am / So break my bones and throw your stones / We all know that life ain't fair / But there's more of us, we're everywhere / We don't have to take this, back … Continue reading Bully
The power of those 2 little words. How many times a day do you hear someone say, "I'm sorry" and truly mean it? This has been a rough couple of days. I knew it was going to be and I tried my best to steel myself for it. I live next door to my brother … Continue reading “I’m sorry.”
It's snowing outside. It is not much of a surprise for those in New England, but for those of us south of the Mason/Dixon Line it is a rarity in December. I feel like it is matching my mood today. I knew this was going to be hard. Most days I'm ok, others I just … Continue reading Holiday Blues
I don't like my mind right now Stacking up problems that are so unnecessary Wish that I could slow things down I wanna let go but there's comfort in the panic And I drive myself crazy Thinking everything's about me Yeah, I drive myself crazy 'Cause I can’t escape the gravity I'm holding on Why … Continue reading Heavy